talking of michelangelo...
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moi moi moi

5.09.2002
i.
we're sitting on the ikea couch my parents bought ten years ago. the tv is on, but as usual i am in control of the channels. you're staring ahead, eyes uncomprehending into space. moments later, you look at me without recognition of a deeper relationship, and take my hand.

ii.
your hair is black, and i imagine that your eyes are bright, focused. we're in the foyer of the gaithersburg house with a porch, by the carpeted family room. don't hit her, you interject, even though i probably deserve it

this is my one memory.

iii.
there is a red headband in the drawer, lacy, with a huge puffy flower on the right hand side, also red. i slide on a black headband. no, you motion, and lift up the red one. it is prettier. i shake my head and place it back. it is still there

iv.
i called kaiwen last night. we're coming home, using the southwest discount tickets. we will see you soon.


posted by testimonies 4:27 PM

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5.08.2002
Sestina

September rain falls on the house.
In the failing light, the old grandmother
sits in the kitchen with the child
beside the Little Marvel Stove,
reading the jokes from the almanac,
laughing and talking to hide her tears.

She thinks that her equinoctial tears
and the rain that beats on the roof of the house
were both foretold by the almanac,
but only known to a grandmother.
The iron kettle sings on the stove.
She cuts some bread and says to the child,

It's time for tea now; but the child
is watching the teakettle's small hard tears
dance like mad on the hot black stove,
the way the rain must dance on the house.
Tidying up, the old grandmother
hangs up the clever almanac

on its string. Birdlike, the almanac
hovers half open above the child,
hovers above the old grandmother
and her teacup full of dark brown tears.
She shivers and says she thinks the house
feels chilly, and puts more wood in the stove.

It was to be, says the Marvel Stove.
I know what I know, says the almanac.
With crayons the child draws a rigid house
and a winding pathway. Then the child
puts in a man with buttons like tears
and shows it proudly to the grandmother.

But secretly, while the grandmother
busies herself about the stove,
the little moons fall down like tears
from between the pages of the almanac
into the flower bed the child
has carefully placed in the front of the house.

Time to plant tears, says the almanac.
The grandmother sings to the marvelous stove
and the child draws another inscrutable house.

--Elizabeth Bishop




to read more about the sestina form:
http://www.english.upenn.edu/~afilreis/88/sestina.html


posted by testimonies 10:59 AM

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